My sincere condolences to all the Emerson family. The death of a son, so young, is one of the worst tragedies we can ever face. It is not a natural thing to experience death , no one can get used to such a thing. I’m so sorry for your loss. But God promises us that in the future he “he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”(Rev 21:4) And he does provide comfort for you and the family, in Psalms 147:3 God says, “He is healing the brokenhearted ones, And is binding up their painful spots.” So trust in him so that he can provide you the comfort that you need. Again, my sincere condolences.